by Gina Scarpa

On last night's special episode of The Bachelor, host Chris Harrison sits down with Sean Lowe to take a look back at the season so far and find out more about his decisions and feelings. He swears that he doesn't favor one girl over another in that group of final three - Catherine, AshLee, and Lindsay. We start with his decision to eliminate Desiree, and he just didn't fully feel he could see a future with her. Des's brother Nate definitely played a part in the demise of their relationship, and Sean came pretty close to punching him which would've made that the most interesting hometown date in Bachelor history. We're treated to a never before seen clip where Nate was all smiles and totally approved Sean, which makes the whole thing even more bizarre.

I'm so glad that Chris brought up Sean's decision to get rid of Sarah so early on and so abruptly for that matter! He based things off of a kiss after the roller derby group date, saying he didn't feel any passion. But... it wasn't a passionate kiss, it was just something sweet and quick! Don't blame it on that, Sean. He goes on to say she'll find the right guy, blah blah blah.

Speaking of kisses, let's talk about Selma. After battling with whether she should disobey her family's wishes and go against her culture, Selma decided to kiss Sean on national television. He already knew she wasn't going to be his wife but you didn't seem him back away in that moment, did you? On to Lesley, who Sean enjoyed kissing quite a bit this season, but she just couldn't articulate her feelings well enough. Has she been able to, he probably would've been in her hometown this week.

The next woman on the table is Tierra, the undisputed villain of the season. It took Sean watching the episodes back to realize just how wrong he was about her during the majority her time on the show.  In retrospect, he wishes he kept Jackie on that two on one date - and that makes two of us! 

Back to the final three women and the tough decisions that lie ahead of Sean.  Chris tries to dig for info about what's going to go on in the fantasy suite, but Sean says it's no one's business.  If you believe the rumors though, it seems like a whole lot of talking.  So we finish where we started - Sean has feelings for all three women and isn't sure what he's going to do. 

Did you learn anything new from Chris's sit down with Sean?

The Bachelor airs Mondays at 8/7c on ABC.

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