marissa

I have been in several local commercials here in the Dallas/Fort Worth area but it has been years. I have taken acting and music lessons off and on for 15 years.

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My father passing away suddenly. It had a profound affect on everything that I do. I went through all the emotions at once; anger, sad, mad, loneliness, grief, depression, guilt, and vindictiveness towards the surgeon who botched the surgery. I wanted to strike out at anyone who would listen. I wanted someone to pay for that mistake. I have realized that, even though I am suing, I have to let the madness go away.

Raising two boys on my own. They have been great and a handful but I am proud and grateful for the men they have become. The times they were in trouble, I thought I was doing something wrong and the times they were almost perfect, I knew I had actually done something right. They are momma's boys, which I am extremely proud of. They love everyone and treat people how they want to be treated.

I got caught having sex with a boyfriend in a club bathroom that I used to go to all the time. There was way too much alcohol involved and to make matters worse, I did not drive my car that night so I had to have a friend that was there drive me home after my boyfriend was taken to jail! People talked about that for years!

The Notebook

Survivor

blue eyes

I don't really have a topic of discussion that is off limits if I am at a party with friends. Most of my friends know how wild I was and can be. If we are somewhere where I don't know many people, I think my wild sexual escapades are off limits. I wouldn't bring them up but if someone else did, I would probably make light of them or change the history of them up just a bit.

I have a tattoo of an irish crown with "dad" in held hands on the back of my neck. I have my two sons birthdays in Roman numerals on my left shoulder blade. I have a sunshine on my lower back as well as a tribal "tramp stamp" below that. I have my sons initials in a heart on the rop of my right foot. I have two chinese symbols that stand for loyal friend on my left ankle

I can't find a man who interests me for more than a few months. I always find something wrong with every man. My friend try to set me up. I hate that. I am not good at dating.

I am always happy. I try to see the good in people. I want to make a difference but don't have the money to do what I would like to do.

I do not take any negativity so when things go wrong, I just dismiss people. I choose not to "work" at making a friendship work. I feel that friendships do not take work like a marriage and if you are friends, you are just friends.

That I stand up for what I believe. I am not opinionated but will make sure that if something is not right, I say that it is not right.

I do not like that I will dismiss people from my life for stupid shit sometimes. I just do not think that anyone is allowed to be rude or mean to me at all. I have dismissed alot of people from my life over the last ten years.

I have a wonderful life. I love it. I just need something more. I am sometimes not excited about things. I like my job, but I don't love it. I want to do more things that will keep my attention and all this reality stuff is perfect!