Rachel

I've modeled for 13 years. I was Hustler Magazines's First Official MILF being featured in the April 2010 issue & was featured in the UK Issue & cover as well. I've been published five times. I have shot with over 30 photographers, including the renowned Ken Marcus, was a strong contender in many internet contests, including 2007 Maxim Hometown Hotties, Playboy Miss Social & Miss Facebook USA, have been in several online magazines, websites, radio stations, and was on Dr. Drew's Lifechangers.

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A major event in my life was having my children. It totally changed my viewpoint on life & made me realize that I can love two other people more than anyone in the entire world, including myself. I'd give my life for them. They are amazing. I worry about them nonstop, almost neurotic in how much I worry about them. They are my heart.

Besides being a mom of course I'd have to say becoming Hustler Magazine's 1st Official MILF and being published in a couple other magazines as well & developing a strong social media following. You see, I grew up ugly. I was an Ugly Duckling. I wasn't popular or part of the in-crowd. I was overweight, had acne, etc. I was told no boys would ever like me, & even though inside I will always feel like that Ugly Duckling, I feel as if I proved them wrong.

I choked on a piece of chicken and was rushed to the hospital by ambulance.When I got to the emergency room the doctors had to call a special GI team to remove the chicken, but they were 45 minutes away.Between the horrible loud choking gagging sounds I was making in the ambulance & emergency room, the sorrowful looks the emergency staff & paramedics gave me,I was mortified. I thought I was going to die, not only of partial airway obstruction,but of embarrassment.

Terms of Endearment

Love After Lockup

Boobs & cheekbones

Believe it or not I hate talking about anything which includes women being objectified. Yes,I might portray something I'm not but surprisingly I am a serious feminist. I hate when people are shallow & only judge by looks. I always will have morals & values.

I have a tattoo on my left upper arm of a cherub smoking and on my lower back I have a lotus flower with a ladybug. I also have a small ladybug tattoo on my inner left wrist. I have 9 piercings in one ear and 8 in the other ear.

The weirdest thing about me would have to be my OCD. Since I was a kid I have had to do things in even numbers and have other quirky habits. If I didn't do things in even numbers then I thought something bad would happen to me.

My friends would say my best qualities are my big heart & my strength. I used to be a wimp, but my hard life has shaped me into the person that I am today. My friends would say I always help them and raise their self esteem. I am very comforting and motherly. They love how down to earth I am and how I love to help people. They also would say my loyalty is definitely one of my biggest assets as well. They also love my sense of humor and think I'm hilarious. I love making people laugh.

They'd say that I'm a brat at times and self centered, and that it's always all about "me".They would like me to make better choices & not to be so hard on myself.They would like to see me not worry so much either. They hate that I'm so hard on myself & always have to be perfect. They want to see me prevail and not beat myself up.In the past they would have said I made my life more difficult by choosing the wrong men but that was the past because I no longer do that.

I have a big heart. I have been called an empath. I have compassion & am very motherly towards everyone. I have amazing willpower & discipline, exercising 6 hours a day during the week. I'm humble. I'm creative. I'm very competitive. I always have to be the best in everything I do. I am funny & goofy. I am not scared of anyone. I'll fight if I have to, even a man.I'm sweet, sensitive, genuine, down to earth.

I'm a control freak, bitchy at times, insecure at times also. I am really hard on myself. I have to be perfect, & I compare myself to others. This is why I've had so much plastic surgery. I have a big fear of getting older & not being perfect. I have OCD & have anxiety. I worry a lot. If I'm not worrying about my kids I'm worrying about my health.

I have 2 daughters, age 24 and 20 who have attended the best universities & are my heart.I have Ugly Duckling Syndrome. I'm addicted to plastic surgery, probably having at least $75,000.00 done to my face & body. I'm the drama queen of the century. If there's no drama I'm bored. I'm definitely an attention whore, but keep it classy. I'm a self proclaimed bimbollectual,meaning I might look like a bimbo but I'm intelligent. I have had to struggle my entire life and have been abused.It's been hard.