Posted on 05/16/2008
Q: The American Idol journey is about pushing your limits and
improving and upping your game every week and you seemed to be doing
that through the whole show. Were you consciously trying to improve
upon past weeks or was it a natural result of the experience?
A:
I consider myself a hard worker and I’m always rehearsing. I’m always
trying to improve and when I first entered the competition I was really
in a little shell and resting vocally and it kind of separated me from
everybody else so I don’t feel like I was at my best with the negative
mind-frame that I was in. I was so focused on “Nobody really sees who I
am” and that hurt my performance. Once I got my mind right again like
it was at the beginning of the competition I just became more
comfortable with myself. The feeling of being completely overlooked
subsided and I just enjoyed myself more every week. I separated that
fine line between overworking and doing so much that you’re not focused
and not enjoying yourself and doing enough and trusting yourself,
letting go, and taking it all in. My goal every week was to feel
satisfied after every show.
Q: I won’t ask you to pick, but what
do you think is professional about each of the David’s? What do they
each have individually?
A: Well David Archuleta has that smile
and he has a really good connection with the younger audience and David
Cook has that connection with the younger audience as well. The girls
go crazy over him as well as the older the older women. I was like the
big sister and the little sister to both Davids. Women would say “Oh
David Cook, I love you so much…..Syesha…..Syesha…….could you tap him on
the shoulder and get his attention for me?”
Q: Paula said on
Tuesday that you sang a song that didn’t define who you were. In your
mind, who exactly are you as an artist?
A: I’m a mix of a lot of
things. I think that’s why people were like “Oh she’s Broadway”. I’m
just like a black Christina Aguilera or a black Alesha Keys. I see
myself putting together a Christina Aguilera album like the one she
recently did and the Alesha Keys album like the The Diary Of Alesha
Keys. I like pop, and I like R&B, and I like old-school musical
things. I’m growing as an artist. I’m evolving and I’m glad that I did
do American Idol and I’m still learning about myself every day. I think
that’s the beauty of doing this competition. You can learn so much.
Q:
Last week you compared the civil rights movement to your own experience
at Idol through that Sam Cooke song and some people thought that was an
odd comparison. Could you clarify exactly what you meant by that?
A:
The thing is before I do any song I do research on the song. I write
down what the song means to me and then I go through the whole “What am
I going to wear”, etc. But I definitely do my research. There’s a lot
of meaning behind that song for Sam Cook and when it came out it was
during the civil rights movement. The song is like a signature song for
the movement but for me it meant something different. It took on a
total different meaning. That’s why I brought it up, because it touched
me. It came out during a transitional time in history and this is a
transitional time for me in my life and so it took on a different
meaning for me.
Q: What did you learn from your experience on American Idol?
A:
Wow. I learned a lot. I’ve learned that there is a fine line between
over-rehearsing and over-working and doing what you need to do and
trusting in yourself, letting go, and let it be the way it is. Because
I worked so hard every week I wasn’t able to enjoy myself. So I’ve
learned how to relax. I’ve learned ways to deal with stress. I’ve
learned ways on how to prepare for a performance.
Q: What was the best piece of advice you received and who was it from?
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A:
Well as far as American Idol goes and mentors it would be Andrew Lloyd
Weber because that was my shining moment on the stage and he really
encouraged me to perform the song the way that I wanted to perform it.
Once it was totally animated it kind of helped me to be myself because
I am kind of crazy. He helped me to break out of my shell.
Q: I
was struck by your Dad’s comments last night when he was talking about
his problem with alcohol and drugs. Was this going on in the house when
you were there and how did this shape you as a person?
A: For
me, it made me the strong person that I am. Having my Dad struggle
through that made me really really sad through a lot of my life. But it
actually made me understand people more. I told myself I’m not going to
let this determine what my future is going to be and I’m going to help
my Dad and be there for him. I’m going to make him proud so that he
wants to make me proud. It’s a beautiful story to tell.
Q: You
have a very strong work ethic and some of that is from that as a kid.
When trouble was round you learned to focus on what you were doing
right?
A: Yes. I was always a busy body in school. Mom my always
said that it would pay off in the long run and it did. It really did.
Q: What are your plans after Idol and after the tour wraps?
A:
I’m really goal oriented so I know whatever goal I set it will be
accomplished. I want to make an album. I want to do Broadway. I want to
open an organic restaurant. It just depends on what comes first.
Q: Are you going to start any wedding planning with your fiancé any time soon?
A:
I’m the type of person who lives in the now so what’s going on now,
that’s what I’m going to take care of. He’s so supportive and we have a
mutual understanding about everything so we will plan things when the
time is right.
Q: Because you made that bottom three so often
how do you deal with that roller coaster ride? Were you packing your
bags every week?
A: Every week is new and I never packed my
bags. They told us to pack our bags but I was like “I’m not packing my
bags – I’m not ready to go home yet”. I think if you want something
it’s going to happen to you. If you want to be in the top three, you’re
going to get to the top three. If you want to win, you’re going to win.
Whoever is the most passionate is going to win. Whichever David is the
most passionate is going to win. The way I dealt with that was I called
my family a lot and they really helped me be calm and told me things
that helped me when I was on that stage. You just become stronger.
Q: I wanted to know what did the David’s say to you on the stage after the results were announced?
A: Ummmm……I don’t remember.
Q: Do you have intentions on acting?
A:
Of course. I’ve said it time and time again, I’m goal-oriented and I
want to do everything. Make an album. Do Broadway. Do film.
Q: Who’s someone you would like to act opposite?
A: I don’t know off the top of my head.
Q: What was it like to get this close and not quite get to the finals?
A:
To me, I made it. I think anybody who’s on the show has made it. For
me, it was very special making it to the top three. So I made it to me
in my eyes. I made a goal, and I got there and I’m very very happy.
Only great things can come from here on out.
Q: What did you think about the song you were given to sing by the producers?
A:
Well, I had heard it before. But you know, it’s not like I could change
it so I had to kind of make the best of it. I’m very optimistic and
positive and whenever something kind of comes in my way I try to say
“what can I do to turn this into something positive”?
Q: At what point did you get the feeling that the finale would be the Davids?
A:
Probably the night before. When I got the judges comments I felt that
at this point in the game I couldn’t have those kind of bad comments so
I accepted what was and I moved on. I don’t feel defeated. I don’t feel
like I’ve failed. I feel like I grew a lot and I showed America a lot
of different sides of me.
Q: Do you have any closing remarks?
A:
I’m just thankful to have had this experience and I appreciate all my
fans and I would not have made it this far without all the support. I’m
ready to take on the world! I’m really excited about working and I am
ready!