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I WAS INTO ARTS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND TOOK DRAMA FOR TWO YEARS. I'VE WON MANY TALENT AND BIKINI CONTESTS PRIOR TO BECOMING A BACKGROUND DANCER FOR OVER 9 YEARS. I WORKED IN BIKINI AND STRIP CLUBS AS A HUSTLE IN BETWEEN TIME AND BUILT A RECORDING STUDIO FROM THE GROUND UP AS WELL AS STARTED AN INDIE RECORD LABEL IN 2006.

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HAVING A CHILD AT THE AGE OF 16 AND HAVING TO GROW UP FAST. NO ONE KNEW I WAS PREGNANT UNTIL THE DAY I HAD MY SON AND WAS NO LONGER LIVING AT HOME FOR FREE IN THE TENTH GRADE. IT MADE ME FACE REALITY AND EMBRACE MY BLESSINGS BECAUSE I KNOW MY SON MIGHT NOT HAVE SURVIVE AT 4LBS WHEN BORN. GRADUATING INSPIGHT OF MY CHILD OF A ONE NIGHT STAND(IT WAS A BET!)GAVE ME STRENGTH AND DETERMINATION TO BE SUCCESSFUL. GROWING UP A NERD AS A TEEN GAVE ME THE WILL TO SHOW MY BEAUTY INSIDE AND OUT AS I GREW UP.

ONE DAY ME AND FRIENDS TALKED BOUT WHAT WE WOULD DO ONCE WE GRADUATE AND I SAID I WANTED TO DANCE FOR THE MOST POPULAR RAP GROUP OUT IN VIDEOS AND SOLD OUT CROWDS. I SKIPPED COLLEGE AND MOVED TO MIAMI, FL A WEEK AFTER GRADUATION. I KNEW I HAD ACCOMPLISHED MY GOAL WHEN A SOLD OUT COLISEUM CROWD WAS CHEERING MY NAME TO COME OUT DURING BATTLE AGAINST MY DANCE PARTNERS! IT SURPRISED ME THAT THEY KNEW ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS JUST A BACKGROUND DANCER! THAT NITE INSPIRED GO SHEILA ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!

THOUGH I DON'T GET EMBARRASSED, I DID BUST MY ASS IN FRONT OF OVER 1000 PEOPLE ONCE PERFORMING IN A FEMALE REVIEW. I WAS SEXY COMING DOWN A LONNNG STAIRCASE AND AS I APPROACHED THE LAST, I DID A BEYONCE IN CONCERT! BAM! FACE DOWN ASS UP! CROWD LAUGHED SO HARD THE BUILDING SHOOK. I WENT INTO OVERDRIVE, KICKED MY HEELS OFF AND ROCKED THE SHOW! I KNEW THEY WERE GONNA TALK ABOUT MY BUST SO I MADE SURE THEY SAID "BUT SHE CAME BACK AND DANCED HER ASS OFF!" I THINK NO ONE WILL FORGET THAT NITE, EVEN ME

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NOTHING IS OFF LIMITS FOR ME! AT A PARTY WITH ME ANYTHING IS BOUND TO BE SAID AND I HEAR JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING. I DON'T BELIEVE IN SHAME, SKELETONS IN A CLOSET NOR THAT FAKE IT TIL YOU MAKE IT CRAP. IF I DID IT, I DID IT, IF I DON'T HAVE IT, I JUST DON'T HAVE IT; AND WHO ARE YOU TO BE ASKING SUCH QUESTIONS ANYWAY IS USUALLY MY RESPONSE. I HAVE DONE ALOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT MAKES ME ME AND I AM PROUD OF ME OVERALL. I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING, JUST MAYBE TAKE ANOTHER APPROACH ON SOME THINGS.

MY FIRST TATTOO CAME AS I STARTED DANCING; IT IS A PANTHER WITH MY DANCE NAME DESIRE ABOVE IT. MY SECOND AND FAVORITE TATTOO IS ON MY LEFT SHOULDER AND IT IS A SUPERMAN/SUPERWOMAN EMBLEM TO SIGNIFY ME AS SUPER, STRONG, SASSY, SOPHISTICATED ETC. I ALSO HAVE A TATTO OF SEXY EYES THAT WATCHES OVER EVERYTHING BELOW THE WAIST! A LAST TATTOO IS THE NAME OF A MAN IN MY LIFE WHO IS ONE OF TWO WHO I VOWED TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH IF I COULDN'T BE WITH THE OTHER I THOUGHT WAS OUT OF REACH...WHICH MAY NOT BE!

I DO THINGS BACKWARDS! I PUT ON MAKEUP BEFORE SHOWERING, I READ MAGAZINES BACK TO FRONT AND FILL OUT PAPERWORK FROM THE BOTTOM UP. I DON'T EAT THE ENDS OF FOOD( CAKE, BREAD,FRIES,ETC.)OH,CHILDREN HAVE A SPECIAL ATTRACTION TO ME AND OFTEN APPROACH ME TO TALK OR PLAY EVEN ON THE ROAD.A BUNCH OF KIDS RIDING A SCHOOL BUS YELLED "HEY PRETTY LADY!" A LITTLE GIRL CRIED WHEN HER MOTHER TOLD HER "LET'S GO" AND HAD TO PULL HER AWAY FROM ME! THEY ALWAYS SMILE AT ME. GIRLS WANNA BATTLE ON THE DANCE FLOOR.

I CAN BE BLUNT AT TIMES; IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME YOU MAY MISTAKEN ME TO BE FAKE OR STUCK UP WHICH IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH. I ALWAYS ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO STAY STRONG AND REALIZE HOW BLESSED THEY REALLY ARE. I LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GOOD AND OFTEN ACT SILLY BUT THATS JUST ME! I'VE BEEN TOLD I HAVE DIFFERENT PERSONALITIES BUT I CALL THEM CHARACTERISTICS. I LOVE DOING NICE THINGS FOR ELDERLY PEOPLE IN NEED AS SIMPLE AS OPENING DOORS OR CARRYING GROCERIES. MY CARE FOR CHILDREN SHOWS AND JUST LOVE LIFE.

I HAVE A BAD TEMPOR-SLOW BUT SO BAD! IF I HIT THAT POINT IT'S TIME TO CLOSE SHOP! IT TAKES ALOT TO GET ME MAD BUT WHEN I AM YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! BECAUSE I DON'T COMPROMISE WITH MY RESPECT-I DEMAND IT AS WELL AS GIVE IT TO EVERYONE UPON FIRST IMRESSION OR MEETING; I HAVE THE WISH SYNDROME( I WISH A M*&ER;^F%$#ER* WOULD!). I RESPECT ALL AND EXPECT IT FROM ALL. OTHER THAN THAT I HAVE NO APOLOGIES FOR THE WAY THE HIGH AND MIGHTY CREATED THIS ONE OF A KIND GAL. MEN AND WOMEN FIND THEMSELVES CURIOUS.

I LOVE THAT I'M SPONTANEOUS. TO FIGURE ME OUT IS IMPOSSIBLE AS A WHOLE. MY STRIVE FOR HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS IS WHAT I LIKE BEST. I NEVER STOP SEARCHING. I AM LOYAL; REMAINED WITH THE RAP GROUP LONGER THAN ANYONE ELSE BEFORE MOVING ON TO BETTER THINGS. I DON'T GET ANGRY EASILY WHICH IS GOOD. I LOVE THAT I ALWAYS TRY TO FIND THE GOOD OUT OF EVEN THE WORST SITUATIONS. MY STRENGTH TO SUCCEED IS EASILY SEEN BY OTHERS WHEN THEY MEET ME AND ARE EAGER TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME. PEOPLE WONDER ABOUT ME.

MY TEMPER CAN BE EXTREME WHEN PISSED OFF. I ONCE PUT A GIRL THRU A VIP WINDOW FOR THROWING HER DRINK ON ME. MY CAR ALMOST HIT ONE EX FOR NOT MOVING. I ONCE DROVE 4HOURS AWAY ON INTUITION IN A NITEGOWN AND TENNIS' AND CAUGHT MY EX CHEATING. I'D RATHER HURT SOMEONE MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY RATHER THAN PHYSICALLY TO SHOW THEM THEY F&%^ED UP ON A GOOD THING. I DON'T CONDONE VIOLENCE AT ALL & ANY EXES WOULD GLADY TAKE ME BACK ME IF I CHOSE THEM AGAIN. IM A KEEPER I THINK. HONESTY AND TRUST IS VITAL.

PEOPLE EITHER LOVE ME OR HATE TO LOVE ME! I AM TOLD THAT I INTIMIDATE PEOPLE WICH SOUNDS LIKE A PERSONAL PROBLEM. I LOVE PEOPLE BUT MY DEMEANOR MYSTIFIES PEOPLE AROUND ME,THEY FIND THEMSELVES ATTRACTED SOMEHOW. I CAN GO TO A CLUB AND EVEN WOMEN WANNA TO DANCE WITH ME(DO I LOOK LIKE A DANCER?!)OR JUST WANNA TOUCH ME(YEAH)LIKE THEY DO MUSCLE MEN! I ALSO HAVE AN INTUITION GIFT. I CAN SENSE THINGS AND CALL THINGS TO PASS. GOING 4HOURS AWAY TO CATCH HIM CHEATING IS LIKE WHOA! DETERMINATION IS MY JOB.